Expectations!

When you make decisions or your life it's tour day! My little brother studies at cadet college. Today he is coming home. We have to pick him up from his college at 6am! Pretty early huh? But look when everyone is sleeping I am here writing some words or memories for him. Time flys fast when you need it to be slow down a little its the cruel nature that is taking us to the death day by day. Hence we love this world. We know we are dying but we love to live! Amazing thong about human is that they are lovers. They love the way that the word works despite all odds. They have the heart that's obviously the brain itself which helps us grow a true lover. We love this world, isn't it? 

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Let's stick to the end

Never break the heart of someone who truly loved you. He may be, today announced small Nutt head who want to live his dream, but soon one day you'll realise life is too short to make someone cry, leave someone when he needs you the most. After all of the things you do, you never know how one day you got to see things have changed. One small dream of a stubborn teenager boy can change the fate of the world. You never know what's lying before. Once you start loving yourself and hating others around you will ultimately cause madness and disaster in your life. Cry like a baby when you should don't give a shit what the world says or laughs at your work, you just have to stick to the right person to the end. Because together we build the destiny and our destiny is the color of this world. 

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I love my job and my life

What is life if I cannot live my own life? How people in the world continue destroying their own life or the sake of society and other bullshit ideas. Sometimes I find society so boring that I wish if I could live in the wilderness it would gift me with something that is not possible to get with the current restricted world. I knew I'm writing a bit crazy but still I don't wanna be in a race. Life in a society is nothing but a huge crowd which we can never able to get rid of. It's a restriction that can never be removed when already implemented.

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it is a terrible moment of my life

I am being exhausted. Everything killing myself. I don't know how to survive the situation. I have to choose between medical and computer. I can't live without computer. Computer is my life.

My whole career will be on something I hate? I can't believe myself. Why parents are so unbelievable? Why?

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A thing of beauty is a joy forever

I always dream completing all of my wishes. I need a simple life. I loved to enjoy my life. I loved myself. I dreamt of being a computer engineer but I failed. instead of being a computer engineer I am being a medical doctor now well what can I say doctors are the most respected people but you know everybody has his own choice. I can do a lot of things with a computer what even computer engineers can't do sometimes I think what is life? If we can not live our own life, what's the use of being human being? human live 60 years of life on average. We should do everything we love before we die. there is no life after death. religion is like fairy tale to me. Actually no free thinker can believe what the religions say. Afterlife is a cheating.
So, live your life now.
I live my life now.
And I will.

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Decision is made! I'm working at oDesk from now

A new life starts from today. I'm joining oDesk totally and intend to work for it. Usually nowadays I can't concentrate on studies and I'm starting to hate medical life.
I love to work at my pc and I love to spend time on the internet. I will seek help from a number of workers working at odesk living in Bangladesh.

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But decisions for life ahead

Sometimes you know that anyone attached to your life gets infected by your venom. You fall back, think for a while, and say yes I must hide myself and look forward to a better future for those who still loves me. That's what's bothering me.
So, those I love, please forgive me for the man I've become. Forgive me please.

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Life can be exhausting!

Few days back I thought time could be amazing on this Pahela Baishakh. But as it is planned by nature that I ain't having any sweet from in my life anymore, I didn't get any friend to help me arrange stalls on this great occasion. Thanks everyone for making me feel what I felt.
And be sure I will never forget this.

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Things have changed in the world so rapidly, not in me

Everyday I'm struggling with my relationship. I don't really know how it will end but its true that me and my girlfriend are together for 6years and it will never be easy to live without seeing each other. She loves me so much after so many years and she thinks I'm the world for her. How can I ever forget her. She is lovely, cute and ever green.

I love you, M.

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What makes a man a good leader?

For the last few days, I've been dealing with a serious problem of my friends. The problem started with local students (sylhety) and the students from outside Sylhet. In Sylhet people are very protective of their traditions and family. This thing created impacts on the other things like their ability to accept people of other districts as good colleagues or classmates! Yeah, I know it's kind of gross, but literally things are changing.

Our class had already been through such kind of problems from the beginning of our journey at JRRMC. This lasted for about a whole year. Last 2days were different. There's a saying that everything has a solution. But someone has to come forward for this. WE came forward. The day before yesterday hostel boys decided to go mild on the locals (I'm a local here too, but it's better to act as a family to me). So, they came, I brought them to hostel, called on a meeting and the result was as expected. The boys acted matured. Instead of arguing, we talked openly, took steps and you know what?

We left the room with joy and brotherhood in mind.

May peace live forever.

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Today is a day of remembrance

Today is a day of remembrance. I brought my pc to my hostel room with a good internet connection. Let's see how many days I can keep this here. It's too boring without a pc. I love to let my time go away with a pc.
Some updates:

• I think I'm gonna appear at Biochem items.
• I think I'm gonna stay at hostel now.
• I think I'm losing it. What? My will to quit smoking.
• I think I'm in love with m more than anytime.
• I have to plan something to get the money to repair my phone.
• And yes, I have a plan with m, I think she's gonna rock.
  

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