Sometimes life takes you to edges where you must make a decision to differenciate between life and struggle. It maybe be the last decision you make to your vagabond life. Personally I wasn't of that tipe until a disaster hit me so bad that took my ways of dreaming away. I couldn't proceed ignoring this incidents. Became hopeless, was at stake what to do next. I felt I need to overcome these. I needed to live for some people who cared for me and rely on me.
They are my parents. I feel so much ashamed when they takes care of me while I am actually letting them down and they dont know anything about this. They are believing on me all the way of life while actually I am giving up and pretending I am alright.
I can't endure pain. If I go thorough it, always seek relief.Can I make them smile? I have to.
How could I cheat them. Ammu abbu I can't say, but I really sorry for me. I dream one day I will become your best boy again. I HAVE TO.
