There are decisions to make about life

Sometimes life takes you to edges where you must make a decision to differenciate between life and struggle. It maybe be the last decision you make to your vagabond life. Personally I wasn't of that tipe until a disaster hit me so bad that took my ways of dreaming away. I couldn't proceed ignoring this incidents. Became hopeless, was at stake what to do next. I felt I need to overcome these. I needed to live for some people who cared for me and rely on me.

They are my parents. I feel so much ashamed when they takes care of me while I am actually letting them down and they dont know anything about this. They are believing on me all the way of life while actually I am giving up and pretending I am alright.

I can't endure pain. If I go thorough it, always seek relief.Can I make them smile? I have to.

How could I cheat them. Ammu abbu I can't say, but I really sorry for me. I dream one day I will become your best boy again. I HAVE TO.

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TV Show addiction!

Recently I had fall in love with a tv series, yes, but not seeing it on tv but my computer. It's name is The Big Bang Theory. It's featuring 3scientist and one engineer friends. They are the kind of nerd you wouldn't dare to talk to. The show is full of their hilarious kind of scientific chatting. Featuring Sheldon Cooper, Leonard Holfsteder, Rajesh Kootrapali and Howard Wolowitz.They work at the California Institute of Technology. Sheldon is a theoritical physicist, Leonar is an experimental physicist, Raj is an astrophysicist and Howard is a mechanical engineer.

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Why this blog is full of personal daily life shit?

I write to this blog only to swap keeping a diary. Sometimes I post very private informations. Why is that? Do I intend to pretend to be a celebrity or something? The answer is: nope, I do not. Rather I intend to make my blog private very soon (facebook says it as 'Only Me') or friends who have invitations from me(Like facebook says: Who can see your posts? I select 'Only friends').

Disclosure of these private information is dangerous, I know that. But, I wanna know what happens at the end. It is very nice to become appreciated by the readers, getting comments etc, but Sorry if you expect too much, it's not something that blow your mind.

You can feel acting creepy and what do you think? Isn't it interesting to know about anyone else's personal life??

Don't expect too much here, too, coz I know what I'm doing. ;)

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Student Life: Sometimes over frustrating

After studying for long 9 months, some incidents changed the pace of my studies. "What is that?" the question arises. But it's not 'what' that matters it's the 'why'.

I have been asking myself for a long time, am I an idiot? The answer is not simple for anyone. I have changed another of my question from ''How long it's gonna be be happen?" to "How should I stop this?". Eventually as always I get a series of answers, but I can't follow them for a long time. Here if 'long time' would become at least 7days, it would be great!

First of all, I have lack of soical sense that leads to mutual misunderstanding problems.

Then, I always hope when I lag most, people would wait for me and lag. Hilarious isn't it. But i guess I'm like this.

I'ma put on a stop on these first. Blogging aboul own problems isn't always easy, but It might help to some extent.

Let's see

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Relationships are mysterious, stays between love and hate

I have a nice girl I like to hang out with, she's my cute lovebird. I see her once in every month more or less. Everything is just perfect with her. But the problem is, we love other too much. That's why most of our time passes fighting each other. First it starts with a rude word from any of us. Then it becomes severe by the time passes. I feel so much frustated sometimes. That leads me to turn off my cell  or something like that. Then other becomes more and more angry. But the most amazing thing is that after having a all day longer fight, we suddenly feel so tired and then love to have a hug from each other.....

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Eid-Ul-Fitre festival ahead, having some shopping

Last two days were the busiest day of this loooong vacation. I hoped that I will make a good piece of choice of buying a new kind of shirt and pant. Yep, I successfully did that in pants.
Now planning for some good place to visit and jerk off the clumsiness soon. My birthday ahead and recently I found a very good idea to impress my friends.
The 'Pach Vai Restaurant" would play a great part in it ;)

 What about Eid day roaming????
What could be the place?
I'm just curious about 'the' girl.... What could she offer me this year. I hope she will make a wise choice. Won't let me endure any pain.

Oh, by the by, I wish I could learn 3 new English words daily. It took Robert Bruce 7 years to win the battle, why can't I? I'm not on war. :P

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Yes, it is being harder

Days are passing and I am suddenly realising that It's very hard to recall a past. I intended to write an article on the arms that were used in 1971. It's getting hard. I wish anyone could give me some sources or references.

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Thinking of joining a sort of contest, lets see

One of my favourite sites, techtweets has started some sort of tech blogging contest with attractive prizes! I'm just looking forward to it. I didn't care about it at first, but today after a long time visited techtweets and is amazed to know the prizes. I need a personal website and yes, there's a chance to win a site with 50GB bandwidth! Yeeah, cool. I'm on it. But, at first I need a topic that will really catch visitor's eyes and must be well written.

Now what? I have to look for a good topic and must get to writing a nice post about some technology. I am wondering which topic will put the ball into the net. Should I write about astronomy or about Gadgets? About Physics or some medical related article. I can write some good medical related article you know, being a medical student, but my heart sometimes sings for some geeky nerdie Physics stuff. Math can't do it (can't tell you why).

So? Go for it man! You can do it!

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