I love my job and my life

What is life if I cannot live my own life? How people in the world continue destroying their own life or the sake of society and other bullshit ideas. Sometimes I find society so boring that I wish if I could live in the wilderness it would gift me with something that is not possible to get with the current restricted world. I knew I'm writing a bit crazy but still I don't wanna be in a race. Life in a society is nothing but a huge crowd which we can never able to get rid of. It's a restriction that can never be removed when already implemented.

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it is a terrible moment of my life

I am being exhausted. Everything killing myself. I don't know how to survive the situation. I have to choose between medical and computer. I can't live without computer. Computer is my life.

My whole career will be on something I hate? I can't believe myself. Why parents are so unbelievable? Why?

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A thing of beauty is a joy forever

I always dream completing all of my wishes. I need a simple life. I loved to enjoy my life. I loved myself. I dreamt of being a computer engineer but I failed. instead of being a computer engineer I am being a medical doctor now well what can I say doctors are the most respected people but you know everybody has his own choice. I can do a lot of things with a computer what even computer engineers can't do sometimes I think what is life? If we can not live our own life, what's the use of being human being? human live 60 years of life on average. We should do everything we love before we die. there is no life after death. religion is like fairy tale to me. Actually no free thinker can believe what the religions say. Afterlife is a cheating.
So, live your life now.
I live my life now.
And I will.

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